xericamariee

Growing Up Fast
2018-03-22 02:08:32 (UTC)

Written 3/22/18

I have absolutely no idea what I am feeling. It is so fucking bizarre and I cannot even begin to put it into words. I feel like I am loosing my fucking mind. My obsessions take over my mind sometimes and I don't know how to handle it. Whenever I find something that I enjoy in the moment i saturate myself with it for days or weeks. I get so obsessed and it starts to control my emotions and feelings and how i live my life....in a way. I am able to work but its still there in my mind. For instance I am so obsessed with romance movies and celebrities right now and i cannot wait till this obsession fades. Its almost like its pushing me deeper and deeper into a depressive, envious state.




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