Scream Above the Sounds
Just woken up to a message that my ex girlfriend has already moved on and is seeing somebody else. I'm not totally shocked it's this guy but I'm pretty shocked it's as soon as it is. This person has always tried pretty hard with her and never really hid his feelings or intentions with her. He's always been there for her as a "good friend" but things have apparently developed further than that now. I'm a bit surprised as she always mentioned that she never looked at him like that and thought he was quite "obsessive" and "couldn't imagine him in a relationship", whether she just told me that for the sake of it, I don't know. He will more or less replace me. As long as he's good to her, I can't really do or say anything about it.
I feel genuinely ill. I mean she seems happy and that's great but I do feel like I'm trembling with anger and sadness and could potentially do something stupid. This is a really horrible feeling, I think I would have preferred not knowing. I always knew in the back of my head really. Whatever.
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