ish

ish
2018-04-27 20:45:42 (UTC)

yeah

damn...k not sure what to make of it all...you send me a few pics on the phone tellying me thats whats up like im suppose to know....and like i had done something to cause it..........enjoy your wiskey....wont worry with it any longer...........take good care mine.......

that you would keep me waiting to hear of you.....on purpose.....keeping me in the dark without good reason..fuck you.......
turning phone off .........done with it........sorry i wasted your time with all of it.....no worries..........and still i have no answer to what your problem is with me..................i dont think this is the best way to do things.....so im assuming.....is just all a big joke.........

i dont know if i can do this this way....i will debate over the weekend...........always talkin on communication wtf....i try to communicate everything..just all seems one sided.............if i gone so long without saying anything holy hell..........so why is it ok for you to keep me in the dark on things...........................something doesnt seem right................
btw...taking collar off cuse you havent been around to change the tag...and they dont like the tags at the theater it distracts with the show somehow.....they have us remove all tags..........i did wait and hope you would do it..........i wont mistake that to happen now certainly....so k...have a great weekend....
was distressing taking off the collar for something could have been done differntly.....dont like that..........i know it matters to you....but seems truely doesnt always give me the freedom i need to have......i need to be wild n free when your not here to some degree......is certainly not me to be ....chained....am a wild beasty thing ,,,does not come narutal....if you feel so much of me.......this has to be to that degree poppi.....i can give what i can give.......would it be everything.........am very conflicted now.....my heart aches that you keep from me.....and not know why only makes me feel i waste my breath........if you would have me sad...is so then...i am...........................now im tappin out..............




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