Scream Above the Sounds
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2018-04-26 04:08:16 (UTC)

Twist of Fate

An old friend from school asked me out tonight. Not a date or anything, just a catch-up. I think this was the first time I had been out drinking since about May 2017. It's been a really long time. She asked me how I was doing and when was the last time I left the house since I moved back home with my parents. I knew that none of it was healthy but I told her anyway. It was a lot of fun going out, surprisingly. Me and her always got on great and had plenty to talk about. Mainly old friends from school and what they were doing now and just memories really. Things that had happened in our lives recently and what we potentially hoped to achieve in years to come. Her life is looking a lot better than mine, that's for sure. She's going to be a nurse.

We drank in a pub from about 8pm until about 10ish and then she asked me if I wanted to go to Metros which was a club we used to hit up back in the day. It's mainly a rock club. I was hesitant at first but decided why not, I had nothing else going on and drinking makes me feel somewhat alive and happy, for a short while anyway. It was okay, we were mainly drinking and laughing at people on the dance floor. The music was pretty disappointing, considering how awesome it was back in the day. You'd find Sum 41, Muse, Blink 182, Linkin Park, Greenday, Offspring. None of that was going on tonight...it felt really strange. It's definitely not the same place it used to be.

I just got home now after walking her back home, she only lives around the corner from me. It's 4am now. I do feel pretty drunk. A shot of Sambuca killed me off. Just gonna get into bed and hope I fade before I start thinking about depressing things again.