Do Not Disturb

2018-04-23 02:56:20 (UTC)

I'm not so sure

Someone insisted me on texting one of my ex's you know the one that so-called stalked me. The one who almost ruined my life along with the others. Last night was amazing I don't know if, I can even see myself being in another relationship. It's almost a month and still single and I'm actually enjoying and I like it. But this guy he seems different and I say this with all the ex's but I don't know I guess I'll have to see what happens next. I mean he's HOT and well, I'm not. He's the definition of a lady's men. And well me... I'm me and I hate me. And I hate that I look...Well like this. And he looks like that. I'm an average. He took the time out to actually take a girl like me out. Everywhere I go I see girls constantly starring st him...not me...him. I don't know maybe I'm wrong about him. We're going on our second I guess you can to be call it "date". That night when he dropped me off I didn't know if, he wanted to hug or, hold hands and so I just told him that I'll text him and that was that. I know right. How stupid of me??? He even layed on my shoulder lol but the he got up. Awkward. When I tell you I was nervous as helI was nervous as hell but hopefully the second "date" that will be held next Friday won't be to bad. I still will be nervous though. Silly me.

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The Forgotten One