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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2018-04-22 20:56:31 (UTC)

:'(

Just feeling a bit down tonight :(
i can't be good forever can i ?
Master is home now, and i think He let me know as soon as He could... but i asked that we might chat on hangouts tonight, and He hasn't replied :(
Ok, i *know* He just got back from holiday, and that He has difficulty finding privacy to talk to me like we used to... but i miss it! :'(

i miss the days when we would chat into the early hours... about anything, and everything... important, or not... it didn't matter to me, so long as we shared that time together. It was our bonding... it was what anchored me to Him in the early days. And maybe i know i don't need that anchor any more, because He has my heart, mind, body, and soul, forever, but i still miss that part of *us*. It reminds me of how we were, and how i fell so completely in love with Him.
It has never been just about the sex for me... never been just about BDSM either! i love Him, like i have never loved anyone else, and never will again, and i hurt when i think about that. i get a lump in my throat, and i have to refrain from crying.

Yes, i am completely soft on Him... completely smitten... completely in love... completely His...

my name is apt... i am His soft-fuck-toy...




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