Scream Above the Sounds
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Can't really find the words right now. I'm trying but I cant summarise it. I was doing okay and now I'm not. I feel lethal. I feel like something stupid and out of my control is about to happen soon and I'll be powerless to stop it. I just know that I really don't want to be here any more and if this is one of the last things that I write. The website helped, for sure. I just don't think there is really a cure for what I'm suffering with. I've drastically fucked my life up and the thought of going on for nought just doesn't seem worth it.