ish

ish
2018-04-17 21:07:45 (UTC)

damn ....

my mood started well enough...was extremely hungrey had behave as poppi wish ...and fed well my hunger....
my mood made me smile....

also feel poppi lately only goes through the motions..seems heavy in other thought.......dont want to distract him from his work...or any kind of real life............so am not sure how i feel ...perhaps second thoughts on me...

my mood kinda crashed when he told me he didnt have a fb account....for what ever reason...perhaps forgetting.......and not sure i knew he had partnerd her...she surely took his name....dont know why it bothers me....jus somthing uneasy with it....and that she still is present is upsetting...i know there is nothing any longer....and i would gladly errase anything of knowing on her........just always a feeling of uncertainty that she is still so present in some form.........

is what it is.... k am off....maybe paint the wall...go for a walk....dont feel much like being online....




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