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Running Back to being M.I.A. myself
April 16,2 018
Running Back to being M.I.A. myself i thought about last night going blackout. i thought of how damaging it could be. I thought about all the ways go to the dark. I went bed not saying goodnight to my man. I thought and thought about my sis and my birth mom. I just ran into a denial of sorts of controllable situations without really caring end of my well being. I just dont know how to believe where i stay. Am i capable standing on my own yet? Is it all in my damn head. So they called me a Btich, when we were in public space or place it didn't care who could be. Well see you someday soon.