Do Not Disturb

2018-04-13 20:30:57 (UTC)

💔 It Still Hurts 💔

It still hurts you know. I started the app again. You know Meet me Just to get my mind off of him. But I guess it just won't be the same. The title was gonna be "How to get over your ex?" Because clearly I haven't. I mean how do you get over a 6 months relationship knowing that you will never love again like you love no other. He was the only one who made me feel good inside but I messed that up and now look to wear it has gotten me. He had probanly forgotten about me already since I blocked him to forget about him but it's not working. I cry every time I do. I maybe all happy on the outside but on the inside I am hurting. And it hurts so bad. He was suppose to be my everything. We even had some great sex. But I guess its a sign that God is telling me that their is someone out their better for me. I may not know who but he know who. And like my mom said I'm only 19 it'll take years for me to actually find the one. But whoever my ex ends up with I hope she's happy. And wish them the luck they will need. His family treated me like shit after what had happened and that was I don't blame them but I am trying to make things right. But what's done is done. It's about that time. And that time has come. But to be honest it kind of feels good to be single again. And that I haven't felt in a while. But its time to fovus on something that's more important.... Me...But at long as I have God by my side...I'm all ears.

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The Forgotten One

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