Mon

Black
2018-04-07 21:35:18 (UTC)

Love like no others

I have a confession to make.
I love Autumn but I can't love him with my whole being.
Because I am not capable.
I have fallen in love with someone a long time ago.
I love that person. My love for that person is beyond the world.
I didn't know what my love means for Autumn but I want him in my life. He agreed to have a little baby with me but not now. 2 years later.
I can't love him like he wants but. . Oh God! I love him.
I fell in love with that person with my all.
There's no name for it.
My love for that person is not like a lover
Or a friend or motherly nor sisterly.
I love that parson so much. I have loved that person all my life.
I love that person like I love myself.
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Nobody can prove that they don't love themselves. I love that person as much as I love myself. There's no denying that.
But now, that person is gone, I can't feel the love for myself.
I try. I really do to love Autumn like that but my heart and mind consider him as my lover. So, I can't love any one else than that person as I love myself.
Now, that that person is gone my love for myself is also vanished, I don't know how. I am just living for my mother and Autumn. I don't know otherwise what I will do.
Please Autumn, if you ever read this? Know that I love you so much, it hurts. But I am sorry, I can't love you as myself.




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