Do Not Disturb

2018-04-06 22:43:23 (UTC)

I'm Fine I Guess

I'm fine...I guess. Ever since the whole situation happened with him breaking up with me I haven't felt like myself anymore. It still hurts yes because almost everything just reminds me so much of him. Even the smallest. Mom insisted me on blocking him. I mean I did at first but then I unblocked him and then boom I have to wait a whole nother 48 hours to block him yet once again. I hate that I did what I did but I deserve it. I still have some feelings for him but he doesn't with me anymore. At least I gotten the chance to block him on messenger. And I also texted Ethan.... He wanted to hang out next weekend or whatever day that I want to but the fact is is that I get so nervous around the guy when we been friends ever since who knows how long. He cclaimed that he "loved me" I don't know I'll just see how things go. I mean sure yea I have feelings for him as well. I missed him. The only reason why we couldn't because of me having a boyfriend. We've always had feelings for each other but why would he insist on waiting on me for that long. Even when WAS in a relationship. But in all honesty I'm glad he did. I get so nervous when I talk or text him not knowing why. Well,not talk more of a text kind of thing since, we haven't seen each other in a while. It would be nice to you know ketchup. Hahaha. Get it. Nope. Okay. Bad joke. But if things end up on the flop side then oh well. Besides I'm single and only 19 going on 20 to be. In like 6 months. πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’..... But one way to get over your ex is to talk to a guy that you already had known...Right??? That always seems to cheer me up. Oh and of coarse one of my favorites... Oreo icecream🍨🍧🍨🍧😊

What cheers you up affer a break up???

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The Forgotten One