fairygirl

fairyland
2018-04-04 12:57:02 (UTC)

Kaysen

I don't know what it is about Kaysen something inside craves to know him better craves for his touch and craves just him in general. I know its bad to want him so much but not talking with Kaysen I feel like it tears me apart. I don't focus. I just think of him and how much I don't want to lose him or hurt him. doesn't matter if we talked 5 minutes ago or a few days I miss his voice how he makes me feel and miss him. I'm glad he is in my life but part of me wonders if I and Kaysen are soul mates. Everything I know about him draws me in and the more I learn the more I like him. Tonight when my bf said to go on the truck with me for 2 weeks my heart sank knowing that two weeks away from Kaysen and knowing how much I would miss Kaysen. Part of me wanted to scream. Another part wanted to cry. Kaysen has asked me multiple times what I want and honestly, it's harder to deny I want him. Kaysen and I share movie quotes with each other and like the same music. Some of the food I dislike he dislikes too. We both love our family and both have the same taste in food for the most part. Kaysen is always on my mind. The only problem with dating Kaysen is I don't want to hurt him and lose his friendship. Also, he lives 4 hours away and as much as we love family id feel bad if he moved here but I would be sad to move away from my family.




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