Silentic

People Suck.
2018-04-03 10:08:36 (UTC)

To begin

I'd like to think I'm okay. I'd like to think I'm normal. But I know that's not true. My life is anything but either of those things. God... I already sound like an over-dramatic attention seeking teenager. I mean I am! Why else make this diary public? I can't help but think to myself- "Idiot. What if mom see's this. What if Megan finds this and tells her?"- Well. If that happens I'm fucked. Oh well.

I'd like to start off with the basics. I'm Si. I turned 15 in July, I'm a sophomore at a public school. I don't know if I'm religious. I'm currently in a rebound relationship but he doesn't know its a rebound he just thinks I love him. I dye my hair constantly but I hate it when people label me as 'Emo' or 'Goth'. My parents are alcoholics, my mom doesn't drink though. That DOES NOT mean shes not an alcoholic she has made that very clear to me. My sister is a drug addict. Actually she like just relapsed so that's fun...

I hate all my friends, they all hate me and do shit behind my back which is why I hate them. No one actually cares about me surprisingly... wait that's not very surprising.

Uhm dietary habits? Offended by vegetarian bashing memes because I don't eat fish, red meat, pork or turkey (so that's only chicken which I'm stopping in June) I think I may be diabetic? Although I am starting to get sick from sugar I don't know how diabetes works.

I play video games, obsessively. I just want an escape from this boring world. Can anyone relate?

I got a puppy. Her name is Anya. Like Anya from Anastasia...


Ugh i'm sick of typing bye.




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