Do Not Disturb

2018-04-01 16:24:20 (UTC)

I'm gonna lose it Easter Sunday

Never have I ever once heard from him all day yesterday after who knows how many times that I've called him and texted him. I even asked to talk to him this morning but as usual he resds, Are we still together? I mean he's not even answering all he's just doing is reading and that...that's whay he's best at doing reading my messages never have he ever once called me back to even fall asleep on the phone like we normally do. I messed everything up. I'm nothing but a screw up. It's my fault the situation got to this in the first place. And never will I ever go back doen their.... to his hometown like that. I told mom everything and I mean.... EVERYTHING! I deserve this. I don't deserve to be with him but he chose to stay with me and after everything that I put him through. I'm a terrible girlfriend. I'm a terrible person.

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The Forgotten One