Do Not Disturb

2018-03-25 15:39:43 (UTC)


The reason why I didn't write as much as I wanted to yesterday and many many many other reasons. Tell me how would a person go through someone's messages and all of a sudden starts bringing the shit up. Now I know for a fact that NO ONE wants me here. Just because of what happened yesterday and the day before I just can't take all this bullshit drama. I can't even be on my Facebook without someone trying to hack into it. I don't know how they did it or why they did it. The whole shit just made me mad. People may say they won't talk about you behind you're back but they will. They always do and how I'm over here panicking about a damn phone that's not even on ( On my bf phone at the moment until I find mine) otherwise they might've had something to do with it. I mean how else would they know about me texting Leny and this was way before he even had a gf. He wanted us to be cool but in all honesty I don't. They can apologize as much as they want and when I mean they I mean the so callled gf of hid and the sister who brought the whole damn situation up in the first place and Karal made it even worse. I mean she seems nice and all but I just can't seem to trust no one at the moment. Not only but one and that's God and as well as my loving boyfriend after the stuff that I put him through he still decided to stay with me because he loves me just that much. I don't deserve him. I love him. And their is still a NO PHONE in my hand (using bf). Now you know the reason of me not wanting to write as much as I wanted to yesterday. I'm so angry at myself for letting this happen. I feel uncomfortable Everytime I'm around them. Around Leny even. Because of what they did and because of what happened. I just don't think I can do this anymore. Be here. Went to church. Nothing special but the Lord itself.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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