Do Not Disturb

2018-03-17 00:48:06 (UTC)


Lately I've been thinking about food. Nothing qnd I mean nothing but food and I've been craving it. I've been eating more than, I've already have been. The last time I recall me weighing 183.3 I mean who knows how much I weigh this time of year. I'm to scared to even step on a scale. Knowing that I'll weigh more than I'm already am. I'm a 5'4 girl that weighs 183.3 and its embarrassing. My mom even says I eat to much and so lately I've been skipping lunch and breakfast and that I know its a bad thing but not my fault. Okay maybe it is but its the only way for me ro actuallt lose weight. Not exactly. I ewt lunch at times in need. I don't eat until, around dinner. I'm ashamed of the way I look. I didn't mean to make this depressing but its the truth and this is a diary sooo. He's up their and with his cousin. I told him to ask his cousin why he hated me and it was the same question that he didn't want me texting him because I'm with my boyfriend ( his cousin). So the deal is done. Not a yes or no... just that. Oh well. I don't know why I'm so bummed out about him not liking me. I have a boyfriend so it doesn't matter anymore. Back to the block list he goes.

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The Forgotten One