Do Not Disturb

2018-03-12 20:33:32 (UTC)

Just Your Average Singer

Nothing big. Just your average singer who wish to be famous one day but how can I with an average singer like me. Its practically impossible. I have so many insecurites. I'm always talking down on myself not knowing why. Okay, maybe I do but if you read my entries then maybe you would know the reason why. I've been through so much shit lately. It seems like no one in the world is to even care about my problems. Because they assume that's its an " all about me" kind of thing. I wanna be heard. I wanna be noticed. The other day while I was at church my boyfriend aunt wanted to here me sing he told her that I can sing but I was to shy to even do it. I was nervous on the inside. My hands were shaking. And so I didn't do it. I just couldn't. He's going to church by himself and he's gonna be up their by himself this weekend and without me. I admit I'm pretty bummed out about it but at least he won't be going the weekend after this. He's going because of this church thing. Idk. I haven't been to church in a while and so I've been going to his home church a lot lately every once in a while while being in his hometown. He didn't come by today he told me that he didn't have enough gas so he just went straight home. I have no clue what I'm gonna do this weekend. Probably end up staying with my dad if, we get a chance to go but if, not then I'm gonna stay at home if, we don't end up doing anything and its a possibility that we won't. I just wanna go to college.

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The Forgotten One