The Real Me
2018-03-10 00:37:02 (UTC)


Every thing changed. My entire life has changed and I couldn't have expected it to or have asked for more. I don't know how it happened or what happened but I met Matteo and everything just Changed. I don't really believe in a "forever " but I believe in meeting someone that changes the course of your life in a second.

I met Mateo. Just a month ago...I was a graduate lost as a PA unhappy with my life trying to deal with the bs I was going through. In every single job that I've been in I have been abused. My life changed when I met Mateo at work. He offered to help me become a programmer. He started mentoring me, I left my PA job, we ended up together and nothing could be as perfect as this. It feels as if I have met my soul mate. He supports me, my dream, my ambition. He cares, he is attentive, he is kind , he is good to me. I don't think I have ever felt this happy and content in my life. But here I am.

i don't know how the universe works but here I am. He knows everything about my past and accepts me for who I am.

I have landed in this new life and I don't even know how it happened and how we got here.

I am realistic about it after all my experiences. And don't get me wrong I don't believe that you need a man to feel happy, I just happened to meet him. It just happened that I'm now living my dream - wanting to start my own business. Basically everything that I've ever wanted in my life or envisioned for my self happened now. I don't know what the outcome will be, I don't know if I will achieve what I want but all I know is that in this moment , in this present time I am absolutely happy and content and I guess all I can do is live in this moment.