LittlePebble

Imaginary Realm
2018-03-03 16:13:16 (UTC)

My absence from FB

Rough Sketch
I put Face book on hold a little while back. I have decided to force myself to refrain from being on there for any length of time. That means no statuses and no scrolling through my friends statuses. This is mostly because I am trying to get more time for other things. Especially for my art and writing. School is important, but that is all I had time for.
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I am still using messenger for obvious reasons. My mother and local friends keep in contact with me that way. Depending on how this all goes I might quit Face book and only use messenger until I find other ways to keep up with all my friends. I also want to feel like I can be myself without feeling like I am going to be attacked.
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Why Face book
I assume everyone is going to ask this question. What does Face book have to do with all of this? Well in short it has to do with what my family thinks is visible to the world. To be honest I want to be myself and not be forced to wear a mask. The only reason I did not go through with deleting my Face book before is because I was beyond emotional and I thought I would give it another chance.
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If I am thinking about doing away from my Face Book again because I am afraid that I won’t ever feel free to be myself like I ha before debates broke out on my Face book page. I think another question would be whats different from Face Book and every other website? I plan on being on social networks and I will be blogging.
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The answer is simple. I really don’t care what people think of me or how this will affect my future. On the flip side though I don’t want to hear about all the debates. I know they will happen regardless of what I write or what I believe. I created this diary for that reason. I am as open as I can be with the exception of my sexuality and what I think God wants me to keep to myself. Hints the reason I keep a private diary with the full details about my Tulpas and things I have mentioned. I created this diary to help defend what I believe by giving details on why I write what I do and why I believe the way I do.
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There are going to be people who will abuse this diary, but they will not easily say I gone against scripture. I plan on using scripture and quotes as soon as I feel confident enough to cite my sources. So, if you have not already guessed it before I plan on becoming either an editor or a some form of writer that does reviews and gets paid for it. Again I don’t care what people think of me, but if I am not credible then I might as well forget about writing anything worth reading.




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