Todayy

A southern life
2018-02-28 05:40:39 (UTC)

Scenarios

Ugh I know what I want in a relationship or at least in a guy. It’s actually a lot of things but that will be a different entry.
But I just want us to watch a Netflix show together while in bed and when it’s over just talk about things we have going on and then we’ll be scrolling through our phones and I’ll be scrolling through Reddit and seeing a funny meme and I turn and laugh to him and show him and he’ll laugh too and then he’ll show me a different meme and we’ll laugh super hard at it and then I’ll get up to pee and he’ll admire my body and tell me I’m really sexy and i go pee and tag him in more memes and we’ll be laughing and shouting from separate rooms about the meme. Then I’ll be finish going back to bed and he’ll try and be sexy and say we should have sex and I’ll be like yeah but for a back rub and then he gives me a back rub and then we have sex and when it’s finish I’ll get up to pee again and then we’ll cuddle and say good night I love you’s and then we stop cuddling and sleep how ever we feel comfortable (because you can only be in a cuddle position for so long before you get really uncomfortable) and that’s it and we just fall asleep.
I have other little scenarios about being a relationship but I don’t know.
See I have this thing where if I can imagine it really well then that means it won’t happen or it probably will (I’ve lost track but either way I know that if it’s specifically clear then it will happen or won’t. See I don’t remember?!) but I just imagined that whole scenario and now i don’t know if that will ever happen. I think if it’s a situation that I’m trying to figure out and if I’m picturing out the resolution for it and whether is perfect clear and detailed I can tell if it will come true or not. Like by how detail and clear the scenario is then i can tell if it will happen. Sometimes it’s supper scary because it’s so vivid that it could come true and i think that it usually does. But see the thing is that sometimes I cant imagine if it will be bad or good and then the good actually happens.
Hmm.
Who knows....I sure don’t...




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