MissEnlightenment

Bipolar Mama
2018-02-19 13:14:51 (UTC)

Commitment to substance use change and love life

Commitment to substance use change: Today I am defining a new identity as a casual pot smoker. I am cleaning out my bong and putting it in the closet, I have made an action plan and by the end of the month, this will be my new normal. I've done it before and I will easily do it again. It is absolutely not an option for me to be weighed down by this anymore. It poses minor financial concerns and larger personal consistency concerns. I am passionate about feeling in control and waking up with a faint memory of the night before is clouding my focus to a point where I feel insecure and there's absolutely no reason to feel like that. I'm very proud of myself for making this change and the rewards are already beginning. There is absolutely no one to hold me back.

Love life: I've started putting more time into my love life again and am making 3 big changes: 1. I am using Bumble as my primary dating app (Bumble requires women to message first if there is a match... a prospect that made me wary of "lazy" men who were just on there from low confidence, but may actually have turned out to be an excuse for me to finally take finding someone into my own hands instead of being pursued since messaging first on tinder is basically dating suicide) 2. I am ONLY talking to men with a profitable career listed 3. I am opening my age limit to up to 10-15 years older
I have a date with a personal trainer today but he's already shown some characterstics I'm unsure of and almost want to request a phone call instead to save the time but we will see...
One man I'm a little excited about is a highschool teacher, 32, he's asked me on a date and I'm sure we will do something this week. He's cute so we shall see.




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