Todayy

A southern life
2018-02-06 02:38:34 (UTC)

Wanting

I want a baby. I want to be a mom so bad. I can’t not right now at least. I have hope. I’m not really worried about a guy or who or when I’m getting married. I’m all about when and how I’m going to have a baby. I’m so excited. Things always change in my life and that cause my beliefs and goals to change but one thing that has always been there lingering in the background is kids. At first it like random thoughts of having a child. Then it became a idea. Then it was like for sure certain thing I wanted. Now it’s like planned out. My plan makes me excited. I have to work so hard for it but I know it’ll be worth. I rather be single forever than to never have kids. I don’t look or act like a person who would want a family or kids I tend to hide what I really want because I feel like someone might take it away and I have let some of my desires slip but not this one. I can’t wait.




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