Gemma

The Wanderer
2018-02-05 18:19:20 (UTC)

River of emotions

Today was a very normal day. I got up in the morning very energetic and ready to start the new semester. It was a good day till i suddenly felt that i am not okay. I went home , I ate my lunch and listened to Sam Smith's song "One last song". I asked my father to go to my friend's birthday and he started to rebuke me. This suffocated me and I felt helpless in-front of him .
I am so fragile, so sensitive too. I feel that deep inside there is a tornado of emotions, I swim in a sea of melancholy. Is being sensitive makes me a weak person? Why do people look upon it as a flaw? Why do they criticize me a lot?. I don't understand why they don't respect this. Yes I do cry easily if I don't feel okay , yes I do cry easily if I lost something I love , yes i cry while watching a movie, series or a cartoon , yes I cry when something I wish for happens. Fuck everyone who makes fun of me and calls me a baby, fuck everyone who doesn't respect me because they don't accept me, fuck everyone who is not with me while i needed them while I never left him/her.
inside me there is a repressed anger that burns me like fire. Good night my burning soul.




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