Todayy

A southern life
2018-02-02 01:39:29 (UTC)

Right?

I think “and then they’ll all be sorry!”
But sorry for what ? For finally beating my depression and anxiety? How do you even show that off? And if you do brag about how its finally gone isn’t it more sad because you’re basically telling people how sad you were?
I read through my old journal and i sound so sad i was fighting something so big i feel so sorry for her I wish I could hug her but i can’t I’m going to be honest I’m doing nothing. Like I’m literally doing nothing and I don’t know. I’m not like enjoying it but then again I’m not like not enjoying it either. I feel like I’m just here and omg I still feel like there isn’t enough hours or time in the day. I need something. I want to run towards something but what ? What’s out there for me anyways? I want to have something that I’ll sacrifice anything to but I don’t even have anything to sacrifice. I don’t have anything and that sounds super fucking scary. When a person has literally. Nothing. Nothing to do. Nothing to posses. Nothing. What am I suppose to do with all this nothing? Nothing has to have some type of value right?




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