Gemma

The Wanderer
2018-01-31 22:39:17 (UTC)

Shattered

I like writing , I like how it can help you in shaping your pain, anger and struggles. I used to share my feelings with my friends, but I am in a state where I feel that i don't want to do this anymore. I am a combination of everything and its opposite. Today I felt ache in my chest ; it hurts. The Idea of death controls me at the moment, I feel that death is welcoming me and gives me a sign to get ready. But if I am going to think practically I will be aware that this is because of the anxiety that controls me. I am a slave to my thoughts and stress. I am waiting for the exams results, for the new semester schedule and I will start working after two weeks from now. I say to myself that those are silly reasons to be stressed, but at the same time I can not stop thinking. Stress destroys life and causes death.




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