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2018-01-23 21:35:37 (UTC)

Sod the diet!

i am ditching the diet for now again :(
i just cannot stick at it right now! The weather is too cold, the mornings and nights are too dark, and all i want to do is eat, and sleep!
i am hoping that when the weather picks up, and the mornings and nights are lighter, i will begin to feel better, and then will feel like exercising more, and eating better.
i'm going to try to be relatively good though. i haven't given up altogether :)

i have other things to think about now anyway :)
Master told me when we met last Friday, that in future, i had to ask every time we met, if i could wear my collar :) i always take it with me, but i don't have it on unless He tells me to wear it. Now, He has said i must *ask* to wear it every time. i wonder if He lets me wear it every time, or maybe sometimes won't if i've been naughty? :(

Another thing i have to do now, which began today, is to do two double edges per day, so 4 edges in total, and on the fourth edge, i have to smack my pussy with the wooden spoon, hard enough to hurt, but no so hard that i cause damage.
Well, i did that for the first time tonight, earlier, and i think i might have done it a bit too hard. It really stung! Trouble is, i never know exactly how hard to do it, so often end up doing it not hard enough, so i do it again, and again, until it hurts, and i might do it too hard. lol

It's bloody hard hitting yourself!

Master has been away on a training day all day today, so i haven't heard from Him at all. i heard from lisa though, who is back home after her hospital stay, and says she will email Master aswell. Both Master and i are not sure how things will go with lisa. she was never very reliable at the best of times, but now she has this mental illness, she will be even less so!

Ah well, at least i have Master all to myself meanwhile ;)
i am a lucky girl :D




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