✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2018-01-21 00:26:42 (UTC)

The Last Thread


Dear Reader,

I had to let him go...

Last night, we were arguing, and I just disconnected.

He refused to listen to me when we started talking today..

And I knew that if I didn't walk away.. even though walking away means I have no one to talk to.. it would never get better.

I felt like this was.. the fatal blow to our already crumbling friendship..

I don't want to let go and I don't want to lose him..

But I can't do it anymore.

He doesn't want to listen..

I'm crying so hard... and I honestly have no idea what I'm going to do.. what now.. what's my life going to be like without him.. he's been my best friend for nearly four years..

It's going to be hard to keep away..

Even if I were to go back, he probably wouldn't even want me back...

This isn't what I want... this was the last thing I wanted..

But it just drove me to the point of pushing him out..


I wish Josh was here..

-Sincerely,
Me




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