Do Not Disturb

2018-01-21 04:30:41 (UTC)


I feel so fat right now. I just ate a few of my sugsr cookies that my mom had bought for me and as well as a pickel. I looked in the mirror and as usual I look a mess and I hate that I feel fat everytime and I feel ashamed of my body,weight and the way that I look. I hate it all. I feel even ashamed of eating in public. I'd rather eat small amounts rather than large amounts of food but then again what's a good chance of that ever happening. I decided to download this workout app but I doubt that I will actually "workout". All I know how to eat and sleep basically just being lazy. I just wanna cry. I stress eat way to much. I can barely fit on any of my clothes and that's when I use to wear a medium and now... I'm a large and theirs nothing I can do about it. The only thing I know how to do apparently is eat... Eat my feelings away. I eat so much junk food its ridiculous. I always thought about going vegan but not so sure of it not yet at least. I just wanna cry... But the only thing I should cry about is my weight and I cry about that anyways. I bet my boyfriend feels bad for me.

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The Forgotten One