Phenix

Yesterday's MOMENTS
2018-01-14 00:13:20 (UTC)

The big room

That girl was surrounded by people, yet she felt so lonely!
She wished! Oh how she wished for a place that was so warm that she was surrounded by a group of warm friends. But wishes are wishes, the reality was harsher. She had people with her, but when she was in a room, feeling pitiful alone no one was really there. As she wanted to find that one place, she founded movies, anime, dramas, anything that was not real, anything that had friends surrounding in a warm place. It was if she was living vicariously through them. At a young age that comforted her a lot, but slowly as she grew as her favorite cartoon and movies got there happy ending with a warm light, she realized she was still there. So she went to the real world and tried making friends, but real world was different. She could make friends, but not the loving, strong, honest ones as in her movies and anime. She could not find Naruto, Luffy or Nastu. She realized that friends in real life were like a season. One minute she was with them happy, next they were gone. That girl was an idiot, so she gave up on real life. Then she tried online, maybe just maybe, but for a naive like her online was a very scary world, so she dropped out. She wished for a warm place with real friend, but maybe fantasy is the only right place for her. She wanted a warm place, she really did! She wanted an winter with cold snow outside the window in a little cafe studying with all her might laughing, wishing with.....




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