MzChristy

Diary of a Mad Woman
2018-01-02 01:04:17 (UTC)

Carpet is yanked out from under me yet again

12:04am. Of course I didn't say anything about it yesterday cuz then it was not important, but yesterday at church there was this guy there. He looked like obviously the type of guy I typically would date. Hair kinda long, dressed in mostly black, etc, etc... I was thinking, boy, wouldn't it be so nice to meet a nice guy here at church, one who is my type to boot, instead of trashy old meet market Plenty of Creeps dot com! Well, this morning lo and behold, guess who's familiar face I see in my inbox? On Plenty of Fish dot com aka "Plenty Of Creeps"? It was him, the cute guy from church!!! Well, I replied, and I told him I went to his church and that I seen him there yesterday. Then we talked for most of the day and we really, really hit it off, very well, and it seemed like he liked me a lot.... Until I said something about the random short quick little prayer I said in my mind yesterday asking God to plz make the other dudes I may be talking to or gonna talk to move out the way so that my Mr Right can come to me, and that he was the only one I told so far (until now I haven't even written about it in this diary). And then.... nothing. Nothing for the Nothing Girl. He just stopped talking, stopped replying, stopped everything.
Smh.... go figure, I'm still Miss Failure Face who STILL cannot do a damn thing right, and every little thing wrong and wrong.... and wrong.
Oh, FML!!! Will I NEVER get the cold hard fact that it's just meant for me to be alone and Christy "Single Sue" forever??? Fml... just fml... Smh...




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