Watasumi Kasai

Complaining about shit
2017-12-31 21:29:13 (UTC)

So.....I have herpes πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

I need to get checked but I'm pretty sure I have it. This is my last entry of 2017 and I'm telling you guys that I have herpes. Don't know if it's been in my system all this time of if that married guy burned me but wooooohoooo for std's? Right? My vag hurts and in all honesty? Fuck it! I should've known that God wasn't go8ng to let me off with just some emotional scaring but I gotta get fucked up physicallyπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚. This is great. I had a fever the other day, I should've known. I don't get get sick with fevers and shit like that. This is great now, I don't have think about doing anything with anyone ever again. My conscious wouldn't allow me to infect someone. I'll go to the doctor and figure out a treatment with them or maybe I won't. Maybe I'll just let myself suffer and try and be as clean as I can around other people. Or maybe I won't go out anymore at all. I've been so upset over trying to end this year on a good note and be cool with one of my friends again and no one understands how I feel about this situation and that's ok.....It's actually not ok. I want to be understood, I need to hear that things will be alright and that I'm loved and that I matter and that it's ok, people make mistakes. Ah fuck this year. Goodbye all the things that hurt me, goodbye to all the things and people who don't need me. Just goodbye to all this, goodbye 2017. Goodbye.




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