Do Not Disturb

2017-12-29 22:30:37 (UTC)

Suicidal Thoughts

Lets talk suicide. I never thought about killing myself until that time where I cutt myself but I was at a time where I was very depressed and thought everyone hated me and for the way that I talk or as they would say it "talk white" but I don't talk white I just speak proper that's all. But people get offended easily. And I to as well get offended easily. And I'm very emotional like I said a billion times. Their some days that I wanted to give up on my life but I chose not too. I know God will have a better plan for me in life. I shouldn't care of what people say but then yet again I still do. I guess he's not calling back. If someone says "call you back " you expect them to call you back not five ten minutes later. It is only 4:33 PM as I'm writing this in my bedroom since I apparently have nothing else better to do. I know I'm boring. My stomach started cramping again. But it'll all blow over. It happens. And sometimes I hate that it happens. I don't really have a lot of friends because I'm not that type of person to being socializing. If you get what I'm trying to say. Tried calling him but didn't pick up. Oh well.


The Forgotten One

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