fairygirl

fairyland
2017-12-23 06:07:14 (UTC)

feeling lost

what do you do with a sister that not only doesn't talk with you but then says stuff like "she called me fat, ugly, stupid" when you would never call someone those? how bout a sister that says "i talk with my sisters everyday" but yet she hasn't talked with you since June? Don't get me wrong she is my sister has been since she was born but it hurts she doesn't want anything to do with me. Its almost like I don't exist to her which hurts. I try not to react but its hard because I do care and maybe that's why I'm the fool.
Its not just me tho she does it with my mom to. She claims things about my mom that makes my mom cry and stresses her out but I don't think she realizes how much it hurts my mom. I worry if it don't change she might be the reason my mom dies. I hate saying that but I know my mom stresses and worries about what she will say next. My mom also says it feels like she lost 2 kids the day my sister died. I don't know what to say to my mom to make the pain go away. I don't know how to make mine go away. But I do know my one sister in heaven wouldn't be happy if she could see how much hurt my sister has caused.
To anyone who treats your family bad even tho they bend backwards trying to make you happy I hope one day u realize what you have before they don't want you in their lives.... And to anyone who is being hurt by a family member(s) I hope you know your not in it alone. I love my sister i have helped her so many times but honestly idk how much more hurt from her i can take.




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