Do Not Disturb

2017-12-19 19:26:11 (UTC)

I hate my life

Sometimes I just hate my life. To the point where I can't take it anymore. I have no friends. Even my own boyfriend thinks I'm boring. I know right. How messed up is that? And he actually agreed with me( which he wasn't suppose to). Something tells me that I need to cutt again but I'm not. At least not right now. I'm a highly sensitive person that no one likes or would even been caught dead being seen with me because I'm nothing but embarrassment written all over....Don't anyone realize that I have ZERO friends. And everytime I try and talk to someone they either A). Ignore me or, B). Just don't give a fuck about what I have to say or do. I need help. Serious help. I feel like I'm making everyone life a living hell. No wonder I got bullied at school. Sometimes even my own boyfriend. I'm sorry if,this took a dark turn in anyway. I'm just feeling LONELY as fuck right now. Only when I'm not with him because I'm nothing but boring. Today is not my day. I honestly just want to quit the job I'm working at but then again I have to find another job to begin with. I think everyone hates me ( including my boyfriend). Because everything I do or say is wrong apparently. I feel like shit and always will. I could go on forever with this but I don't want to bore you with my life as it already seem depressing enough.


The Forgotten One

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