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2017-12-11 06:35:59 (UTC)

lv and lisa

So, lv was a real let-down :( she said we could go to see her on Friday, (the date of my last meeting with Master). But then she said she was waiting to hear if family were going to visit. i asked her a couple times if she'd heard anything, but she said she hadn't, so i asked her to let me know... she didn't! It makes me angry that people have no manners these days!
Anyway, after we met Friday, i sent her a message saying as she hadn't got back to me about Friday, Master and i had made other arrangements to meet. she said she was sorry, but had been snowed under with visitors... my fucking arse! Why not tell me then?
i have since deleted my kik from my phone again. i won't be asking her again! her loss...

Then there's lisa... she is here, there, and every bloody where... she's supposed to be on medication, but she's drinking like a fish out of water! she's supposed to be in so much pain, and tired and achy, etc, but she's out dancing, and running around all over... then as soon as she gets back to reality, she's feeling down and depressed and tired and fucking achy again! It wears me out!

i asked her if she'd told Master when she was available this week. she said she had told Him she was free from Wednesday, which means she will probably be there on Thursday when we meet again, if Master can get free then. she asked if i was ok, so i said i was and asked her how she was... tired and feeling down, she said... so i said i was aswell, and that i was going to bed early, which wasn't a lie, but i just didn't want to listen to more sob stories from her :(
i went to bed feeling tired and irritable, and didn't sleep well, and now i've got up feeling the same way :(
i want to go back to bed, not to work. i was hoping for a text to say work was closed cos of the weather, but it doesn't look like it's going to come, so i have to drive in the ice, and it scares me :'(
On top of that, i don't think my son and his family will be here for Christmas now :'( It's kinda ruined my first Christmas here :'( Trying not to let it get me down, and i'm sure we will still have a good time in the end, but right now, i'm PISSED OFF!




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