✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2017-12-09 06:28:32 (UTC)

Could we be friends?


Dear Reader,

I was wondering if we could ever reconnect, as just friends again.

I miss talking to him.. I miss him being in my life.

Sometimes I wish he'd message me..

I don't know if we could be just friends.. because I love him.
I don't know what he thinks of me, or how he feels for me anymore, but honestly it's probably not good. I remember how much I hated Alex after he dumped me.. and how I couldn't even look him in the eyes. I couldn't even speak to him. I couldn't be friends with him after he left me.. so Josh.. probably feels the same way.


I miss him so much..
Leaving was one of the most painful things I ever did... and yes our relationship was unhealthy..

But I had put off leaving... for so long because I didn't want to hurt him.. I didn't want to lose him.. and I wanted it to work so much..

It felt like he didn't love me anymore..

I don't know what to do...
If I just knew for sure what he would want, and what he thinks of me now.. I would know what to do.

Which is why I'd wish he would message me first.

But.. I guess that's why the silence is loud and clear from his side huh?

Sincerely,
Me




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