TM49

My History Of Familial Incest
2017-12-08 20:23:31 (UTC)

Upsetting Dream

Wednesday night I had a dream that has stuck with me, but not in a good way. It seems silly that a dream can upset me 2 days later but it is. I only remember part of it and it went this way:
I am in an unfamiliar house with a couple and they are making plans to go to this party and ask me to go. I agree and we gather some food and a big bottle of vodka. Then a boy comes in the house and he looks about 19 or 20. He seems sinister and tells us we are taking him to the party. We fight with him verbally and tell him to get out but then he threatens us with a gun and says he will use it if he has to. We are afraid and around the kitchen table and after awhile I ask if my friends can go lay down while and he agrees. I wait awhile at the table feeling tense with him and the gun. I go back to the bedroom and in the bed the couple is old now, like in their 80's. They are both half asleep and he is holding her close and kisses her and her head is on his chest. This great emotion wells up in me and I got back out to the kitchen. The guy with the gun is gone and I sit down crying my eyes out and inside this feeling rises in me that says I would die for them. They are worth dying for.
Even now I feel the emotion and the tears behind my eyes. If anyone has an idea I am all ears.
-TM




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