Do Not Disturb

2017-11-21 18:39:30 (UTC)

Face to Face

Had to face my bully with bae "mom" that isn't a mom but is like a second mom. She talked it out with us but I'm just not ready to forgive nor accept her apology for what she's done to me and her so-called boyfriend. And I honestly didn't feel comfortable with her bein their. Period. Now that she's just realizing what she has done ehen she should realized the minyte she started. I just don't think that I'm ever ready to forgive her. That was thd most awkward situation I've ever been in and it will never happen not in a million years. She wanted a hug I only gave it to her because she wanted it but I never said I did. But I'm glad to be home where I belong. I wanted to cry so bad. She doesn't realize how much hurt she has caused me and to the point where I couldn't take it anymore. I just can't forgive her at the moment. I want to but I just can't. I've been through to much. It feels like I became even more fat than the weight that I gained everytime I eat really. Maybe I should stop eating. I just need to eat less than,I normally do. But today didn't go as planned. Maybe tomorrow will get better.


The Forgotten One

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