LustingforNightmares

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2017-11-08 13:16:58 (UTC)

agitated

"Revolution" by Built to Spill

I'm killing time
Want it all the time
Want it to go away
...
I change my mind
Change it all the time
Want it to go away

November 8, 2017 Wednesday 12:17 PM

I am so restless! I sit at my desk and try to do work—I can't. I try to think, I can't. I try to write, I can't. So I end up playing games and lying in bed and watching videos and eating because otherwise I will sit there staring at nothing and I hate that! Maybe I should go buy my vitamins. Might as well be productive while I'm at it, right?

But then on the way there, I will be extremely bored. I will try to listen to music but it won't sound right, no matter what it is. I will appreciate the lyrics and kind of wade through the sound. All the while, I am bored, I am bored, I am so fucking bored but nothing is interesting so I dunno how to fix it. I am restless, fuck!

Fuck, fuck, fuck. I don't know how to funnel myself back into real life. :/


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