✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2017-10-25 21:12:06 (UTC)

Dear Josh


Dear Josh,

Tomorrow is the 26th.

I know you'll never read this..

I think I had a dream about you last night, most of it left me but a few pieces got left behind.

Something about getting married, and divorcing, and wanting to get married again. Idk.

I do miss you so much. And I know I should just move on.. but it's not easy.

There isn't a day that passes by that I don't think about you.. and there's so much that reminds me of you everyday.

I wish I knew how you were doing, and what you're doing these days.. and if I even cross your mind.

I never told my family that you and I were dating, or that we broke up and don't talk anymore. But my cousin Amanda obviously just sees boy girl talking = Romantic/Dating. So she's always teased me how he could possibly be my future husband.
So the other day, Amanda and her husband were mocking an English accent of this singer on the radio, and she made a comment: "Dana's future kids may talk like that."
And said "Dana's future husband talks like that." And I had to play along, because I can't say that you're gone.

It's been extremely difficult with everything that happened... Josh dying, and losing you.


I miss you so much.. and I'm sorry that I had to leave.

I hope you're doing better. I hope you're happy.

Sincerely,
Me




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