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2017-10-17 11:02:09 (UTC)

Buzzing, buzzing


"Barn Levitate" by Set Fire to Flames

October 17, 2017 Tuesday 11:02 AM

I feel a buzzing behind my eyes and I hate it. Something in my skin, vibrating. It is fifty degrees out, but I feel very overheated, stuffed warm even in a t-shirt. My insides are hot and I should vaporize very soon.

I wanna tug out the strings of my body, unravel it!!!! I am so... so.... sooooooo.... I don't know.

Was it the coffee I had earlier? I didn't have much. But I guess lately I haven't been drinking very much coffee, half a cup at most, while today I had a whole cup of dark roast and then a cup of decaf and I was warm.

I am so restless! Impatient! Furious! Happy!

I am always too warm. I like being cold, because I think it's much easier to warm up than it is to cool down, but my body is intolerant of warmth, it cannot stand the heat the heat the heeaaat.

Does not feel good. Pale yellow light of October through the windows. I am cold and hot at the same time. The skin of my neck is soft and warm. And no song catches me. I've been in a music slump for awhile now. I don't like it.

I will go now.


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