LittlePebble

Imaginary Realm
2017-10-07 09:14:35 (UTC)

Babyfur The DL side prt 1. (passable)

If your offended by diapers or the AB/DL/IC community please do us all a favor and skip this. Please read my updated Intro under the subheading "The uncomfortable topics" before complaining. (This is a Draft that needs to be edited.)
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Rough Sketch
I have a bit of writers block today. Which makes sense because of all the writing I have been doing. I have two things that I feel like I can write about, but one of them is for a series of blog posts that I want to finish and edit before its viewable by the whole internet. If your on ADISC its on my blogs on there. You have access to it if you ar an established contributor. I am need help from you guys to edit it. Your not obligated to, but your the ones I trust.
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As for the reason I am bringing this topic up about diapers is because it was brought to my attention. Before I had my emotional break down: I had some one mention that people make it out that no Furry should wear diapers. I really don't want to be associated with those people because at one time I wore diapers as an adult. I used them for a sense of security from thoughts of temptation.
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Fandom Diapers of Anthropomorphism
I might be aiming this at diaperfuries, but this applies to everyone AB/DL/IC. I think anyone with a sane mind on their shoulders would understand that if your incontinent that you need them. There is a physiological reason that you use them. For others its not that easy to explain. The reason is not exactly understood. Especially for me and my use of my AIO's. Some people use them for a fetish, some people use them for a sense of security, and people like me used them to resist temptation.
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Fetish and my perception/opinion
I am not going to go into detail about everyone's AB/DL fetish, but I do want people to understand that its done with consenting adults. Its actually very uncomfortable for most adult babies to be around children because of the medias lies about us. There are crazy people out there, but we are not part of that. Most importantly I want to point out that I do not agree with the diaper fetish as a life style.
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Its not something I would not want my wife to put up with. Out of everything I been through: my goal in life right now is to be asexual or at least the closest that I can get to it. I will not force my beliefs on anyone and I will not shame people. To be honest I rather have true Christians instead of fake church players because of the shame that I got from people. I have been through the worst when it comes to incorrect accountability. If that makes sense. I lost a mentor because of he did not try to understand.
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The Psychology of Diapers
Back when I wore cloth diapers as an adult I kind of fall into this category. Adult diapers help most because it helps them role play their Baby character. The whole point of being an adult baby is to create this imaginary character long enough to regain the motivation to be an adult again. Its a coping mechanism that we do. When we dress up as our character its to pretend that we are innocent.
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Some like to have a trusted person to be the care taker so that it reinforces the defenseless aspect. If your defenseless than you don't have to worry about the adult character that you have to use during the work day and or adult time. Wearing a diaper and using it is part of the aspect of being an adult baby for most. I have found a way to achieve this without having the expense of diapers. Even though I proffered cloth AIO's they still were an expense to have to wash. I don't have the time for that with all my art and writing that I do.
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The innocence aspect
My whole story is not open to anyone except those who understand. I think its written in my ADISC Blogs somewhere for Established Contributors. I dealt with the addiction of erotica and explicit images of the internet on and off since I was a Teenager. The only way I was able to defeat it was through my little side. Meaning convincing myself that I was as innocent as a child made me feel like I have been given redemption from my past. Its kind of symbolic to how some one becomes a new born christian now that I think about it.
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It began because I was searching for answers to the most difficult question. How do I overcome my addiction. I felt powerless even though I knew God gave me the power to end this temptation even before it traps me. I soon found ADISC and thats when I made an oath that I will never allow my little side to be sexual. My characters before that had been written in erotic scenes in my diary before that and I struggled to control my thoughts. Even after that I struggled, but I at least found a way to overcome it. I wore diapers to deal with temptation.




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