Street_smart

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2017-09-24 00:29:51 (UTC)

Date#11

So, we went out last Friday. Sorry I'm late on reporting. I've been on cloud nine for awhile now. This would be our third date. I am so into this woman. I can't believe I'm feeling this. I want her. I can't breath when she is away. I'm so head over heels for this woman. We get along so well. I know it's early. We tell each other this and that we need to take it slowly. I'm stupid and want things to happen fast but she's the smart one and says we need to go it slowly. I agree but it's just so hard to follow. lol

I recall I had this dream awhile back. Maybe about a year ago? It was an imaginary woman obviously that I dreamed up. The thing is that we didn't do anything bad. It was just both of use sitting across the floor on a blanket or something. We were just looking across at each other innocently. The feeling in that dream was incredible. I recall it easily because I never felt like that in decades.

Well, now that I'm back to reality, I have found that feeling again but this time, it's in real life. I cannot believe the feeling I'm feeling. We took a selfie together. Our first one. I used it as an icon for her number. Guess what? She did the same thing to her phone for my contact. We only found out when we both had our phones out. lol Talk about blending together. We are on the same page.

On our third date, we did go farther. I won't post out of respect for her but all I know is that I want to be with her . She is who I was looking for my whole life. I want to be with her forever. She has even made me think the 'M' word. I 'm scared to say but I think I'm in Love. Something that I thought would never happen to me again but I am and I can't control it. I love her. Haven't told her because I'm supposed to take it slowly. Scared shitless too because it's a long way down. I suck it up and just went for it. Not trying is the worse crime. I will try. I just know the pain would be unbearable. Just thinking a little about it scares the heck out of me. Imagining the letdown would kill me. I pray to God that this is it, the real one . I don't have much left in the tank to suck it up and try again.


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