Pretty4AFatGirl

Fat Girl Problems
2016-02-11 22:56:58 (UTC)

He said Fat Ass

It's been a looooong time since I've posted.. I'll just jump in bc i need to get this off my mind.. Tonight me,my best friend "A" & another dude were playin a game.. we were racing & having fun.. & what's funny to me, is I've always wondered when this situation would happen..when would I overhear something like this.....

So we were racing & "A" and I were going at it, and I passed him, but he was right behind me & our cars kept touching & he said "Ugh if Blair would get her fat ass out of the way...." I stopped laughing..there was a very brief silence & tears stung my eyes... "A" started to speak again but I just couldn't hear anything.. this friend of ours... if he hadn't been there, I may not have reacted so badly. But this guy I feel like is always trying to get me & "A" to go at it. He's always 'whispering' in my ear about "A" when it's just me him & another dude... I just was embarrassed! Everyone has told me how shallow "A" is & how he isn't really my friend, even tho I don't believe that at all.. but for him to say that in front of them..embarrassed me. So what did I do? I panicked & left the game. And cried. I felt embarrassed.. I was mortified. I was like omg this is what he says all the time when I'm not around!!

But I know he didn't mean it like that... it was about my car. Not me.. but God.... it hurt. I don't think "A" knows what he said..maybe he does. He either doesn't realize.. or he does & probably feels like a douche bag. But.. I know my reaction wasn't right. But it just hurt. It brought me back to a memory of my brother.. and.. when it's someone you love & respect so much.. it hurts more.. and even tho HE didn't mean it like that...our friend was in the group & heard it...and it just sucked..




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