Silentshadow

Shadow
2017-09-18 22:41:55 (UTC)

Why can't I Stop myself

I lasted a good 7 months without cutting but somewhere on the way the dying urge to cut. I tried to hold back but yesterday it seemed like I need to cut or I wouldn't make it through the night, and that's what I did. I made cut after cut. It felt great in a way. All the pain I had vanished in a heartbeat. Then I did 7 more today. Why now? Right when I thought everything was getting better.What am I going to do when my mom finds out? I don't want to go make to see the psychiatrist
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