Lucifer

Words Spelled From Heart
2017-09-10 12:46:20 (UTC)

Attraction

Dear Raffae,
“There is something about despair,
That attracts a person
Some say sadism
Some feel compassion
But, all the same
It’s the most real
Feeling to exist, for
It binds like no other
Forging a bond that
Boasts of a forever,
Knowing that there’s
Someone out there
Who feels the pain you felt
When you encountered
Heartbreaks and
Failures.


Misery had its own way
To connect two beings
Who had spent nights crying
And waking up with mixed feeling
Of Hope and despair,
Day after day.

When I heard your story,
I felt as if I’m reading mine
The feeling of hopelessness, the
Moments of joy
The pain of losing someone
To life, for ego always survive
Every word you said, matched
My life’s timeline.

I connected with you then,
On the most basic level, yet
It was deep. Robbing me
Of my remaining sleep,
With the need to know you more.
To understand how you dealt
With that particular blow.

You see, I lost myself
In the bid to find my soul
I’m just a mass of uneven pieces
Haphazardly arranged and forced
To look, to pretend to be whole.”

Before you wonder about it, yes, this is from my personal experience. About a particular person. And the name I’m not gonna disclose.




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