Lost Soul

~This Crazy Life Of Mine~
2017-09-08 17:05:54 (UTC)

Hurts

I know I can't be mad. Or rather shouldn't. I gave him the go head to do it. But I thought he would blow it off. But seeing and hearing the things he want to do cuts like a fucking knife to the heart. What hurts more is that he tells me he's happy. And that he isn't going anywhere. How can one say these things to his wife but talk like a male cunt to another woman!!!!???? I'm at a loss. And hurt. He's my everything. And I waited so long to have what I finally have. Shame on me for starting this shit... It's dumb. Very, very dumb. 😭😭😭




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