Lost Soul

~This Crazy Life Of Mine~
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2017-09-08 01:38:18 (UTC)

Should've known..

It's not right to be mad/upset/hurt by something I told him he could do. Fuck. I even set it up for him. But I never thought he would actually go through with it. My heart hurts... And I know I can't say shit about it. I just hoped he'd not do it. Than he has the balls to tell me that I made him feel guilty about the whole thing by telling him how I actually felt about it. Well, if you actually felt that bad or guilty, don't you think you'd stop, think, and probably not do it????? One would thing not. I'm so scared now too. I think I may lose him in the process. 6 years I fought to get him back. 2 wonderful years together and now this. All becuz I couldn't handle him while being pregnant. If I knew what I know now, none of this would be happening. My heart hurts...


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