Peony

Life on the Outside
2017-08-27 22:52:19 (UTC)

I love stimulants

Today I meet up with A. We went out to eat and talked about how S may be a fucking liar. S recently told us that she had a baby that she had given up for adoption in January. It is so out of this world that I can't imagine that she would lie about it but there are so many things that don't add up. I don't know. I hope she wouldn't lie about something this major but everything about it is just so...sketchy. I'll believe her for now because she's my friend and owe her that, she has never betrayed my trust before. BUT if I do find out that she is lying :)))))))

I took a 200mg caffeine pill and another 10mg vyvanse. I'm coming down but I still feel pretty groovy. Holy shit I love stimulants. I'm just so much more productive and happy! Downside though is that the come downs are hell. One time I took 80mg of vyvanse and was so spun I couldn't even work, all I did think for 5 hours straight. That reminds me, I need to message G about buying some from her. She gets a 40mg prescription and it is bomb. Whenever I take it I feel on top of the world.

So obviously I feel good now but give it an hour or two and I'll be back to my clinically depressed self haha.




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